i had trusted her/him all the time...now i felt that i'm kinda stupid...

she'he had changed a lot.....but she/he didnt realize,that's all....i had told her/him a few things which is a secret but she/he told those people which cannot be trusted.....i thought that i can trust her/him but now i cant...what secret i told her,she/he always tell to her/his friends....i dont know how many times i think of breaking this friendship....but everytime i wanted to say it out to her/him....she/he always came to me like we are very close friends....but that time no one accompany her/him so guess i was just a replacement for something...seriously i hate this kind of life!!!!once her/his friend did wrong something,she/he didnt help me but she/he is blaming me even though is her/his friend's fault...and she/he always want to do something without letting me know even thought i'm involved....not just that,she/he and her/his friends always want to do works without letting me to help...even though my position is higher but they always think that their are very good and they deserved the position,not me....i know they are smart but they dont have to show off or acting in front of me...now i really wanted to tell someone about this but there are no one to talk to...because most of my best friends are busy lately and i dont want to disturb them....see yah!!