how long must i be patient???

i thought i can always be patient...let them do whatever they want...but today at last...my eyes burst into tears...haih...i dont know how long must i be patient...haih...sometimes i feel like getting out of here and stay in a peaceful and quiet place which i can relax my mind...just want to be alone sometimes... sometimes i will think life is cruel...you guys dont know what am i talking about right???i dont know how to write it to make you guys understand either...well,i just know that i really missed my friends in other class and i hope that i can use to be alone when i'm in this class...when i think of it,my tears always drop non-stop....FRIENDS!!!i meant true friends not those fake friends...i hope you can forgive me if i said something offensive...because i dont know that i can always be patient...please forgive me if i say something offensive,k??