Somehow I felt like I'm a quitter.
Couldn't work for a proper one year already quit the job that I'm working now. Only working for three months. This month will be the last month.
Recently I'm having some conflict between parents and boss. Standing in between both of them is really hard. The stress has been really terrible so I wrote on fb about it because I didn't know what's the best way to do. My boss saw my post on fb and yesterday she told me that she thinks I should focus on my studies first. So best if I don't work. Therefore, this month will be my last month.
I felt bad. My actions make me felt like someone that I know. Quitting everything last minute. I do owe them lots of stuff because I trouble them so many times. Making a decision was hard. Although I didn't fail any of my subjects but it was still an unforgivable thing for not getting a 3.0 for my GPA. Won't and will not give myself any excuses.
But I seriously felt like I'm a quitter. for not completing my task properly. :( Sucks shit.
2 comments:
maybe you're just not ready.. take your time and all the best :)
nahh, sometimes we have to do the wise thing in stopping a certain activity for the sake of the other. stopping work for exams.. i would not consider you a quitter at all. it just means you know what is more important to you. If you choose to stay, you would just be be guilty that you can't do well for exams, and still worry over your parents and work. all this stress is SO not worth it!
even though society wills us to be, we are NOT superhuman. Chin up xiao ning! Make a choice and live by it :)